i'm quite ok with that fact,it's true..thing always happen for a reason..but sometimes we just cannot figure it out.Speaking of which,lately things doesn't working out well for me.i mean,i'm off the track a little bit.Seems like the worlds really against me..everything against me..and i just cannot figure it out where i'm do wrong.nothing feels alright at this moment.
Let's see-this past few weeks and this past few days-My relationship with someone sinking,in term of jobsphere-i really truly hate my boss..he is such the pain in my ass..not to mention that i've got some problem with my DSLR,which is already sent to Nikon service center(due to shutter problem).One thing lead to another-my Laptop also give me headache because i can't turn it on(and i still dont know why),and yesterday i can't open my Yahoo mail,i believed that account hacked by irresponsible spammer,and i just can't understand why my Facebook account also can't be opened until now.
I can be as mad as a dog if i want,apparently that's not what i'm going to do.
I choose to LET GO.
Maybe it's not a big deal for some of you,but it is for me..It's a Big deal when i can't confront my boss and try to like him eventhough it's been 4 years since i met him.It's a big Deal for me when i can't capture this wonderful world because my DSLR away from me for a while,in Service center.It's a big deal for me when i can't turn my laptop on,because everything i knew is inside that box,and it's really a Big deal for me when i can't access my Yahoo mail and my Facebook account,because get in touched with my virtual friends really makes me feel good,makes me feel alive.and thanks God i only have this Blog to let it out.all out.
But like i've said before-i chose to let go.and none of the above will bring me down.whatever happen,i'm not gonna QUIT.i'm not gonna lock myself in the room and screaming out loud like a maniac.i'm not gonna run away from all of this mess,and i'm not that desperate to find something more..All of the bad thing that happened just makes me stronger than ever..i'm brave enough,so i will keep moving on.because i'm not a quitter.
Really.I'm not a QUITTER.
I might be on the edge of breaking down when nobody there to save me,but i will save myself.i'm gonna do something different,something edgy to handle this.i know i will.and you know i will.it's not the end of me,and my life are not over yet.so why bothered so much?just because thing doesn't work well for me it doesn't mean i have to stop.
Keep moving forward.that's what i'm gonna do.and nothing can stop me.
*when you Love someone,you have to accept both of bright and dark side of them.same goes to the Life,if you want to live your life better,just accept all of the good and bad things that happened surround you,and do appreciate what you have,before it's gone and never come back.
**Demi Allah,i'm not trying to be smart here.i know my english is broken,and there's a lot of grammar mistakes in this entry.i know.and if you do mind,feel free to correct them ok?thank you in advance.