Time passes by but the direction's still unknown..my Life personally getting chaotic than ever lately,makes my own 'room' quite Hectic and messed around..full with undone Questions and unfinished matters.I just realize that situation before it's too late to do so..Furthermore matter of heart is hard to address especially when your's is full of emptiness.
As da time goes by,i do realize that we are not getting younger..we re getting older and i should known this will come long time ago...at least i could prepare myself with something unexpectable along this journey..yup,i'm kinda lost right now..but that does'nt mean i have to stop and quit.
Because i dont want to be a quitter.i dont want to be a loser.i dont want to be black sheep in my family.I just want to make myself proud,and that is the way how others will proud of me..i should stop and think about that for a while... At least i noticed that i'm already surrounded by greatest FRIENDS,the best i ever had..Thanks for Bring the best in me,all this while.
Some said that you are better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not,yeah-i'm totally agreed with that,i do believe whatever happen just be yourself,and dont pretend to be like others..because at some point,you may not know who you truly are if you never stop living in fake and lie.As for me,i try my best to be just myself-the real me,and go ahead to hate my real self(if you think that's annoy you so much..)..Between,it's hard to make everybody satisfy right?
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.
*I know you gonna miss me when i'm gone,because you are so gonna be missed when you are not here,away from my life..i'm begging you to stay.Eventhough you hate me please stay,and don't just walked away.
**Gewd luck to my lil Bro,FAIZ that undergo PMR examination today..May the Force be With him,and i do believe that he could bring the better result later...we love you Bro!!