Tuesday, September 16, 2014


And the rain is falling down.

I walked to the rain. Spontaneously. Don't know why. Breath heavily. and standing on the road. With arms wide open, i looked up o the sky and closed my eyes. Just let the rain fall down all over me. wishing that it could wash away all of my tears. i hear the lightning strike. i feel the rain. i smell the fresh air in the middle of the pouring rain. it's a cold night. empty. Hollow inside. But i couldn't find the reason why it was.

It doesn't matter anymore.

For one second, i looked deep inside myself. think back carefully for anything I've done. A simple mistakes that lead to major argument. An ego that blinded me to control myself. An anger and furious that just exploded when things not in track with my line. My irresponsibility. Stubborn. The immaturity. Craziness inside me. Everything. Every single negatives things about myself. And i wish the rain could wipe it all away. Wash away my tears so i could start it all over again. i wish. But nothings changed ever since.

It's not too late to let it go.

For what it's worth, somethings gotta change. it always fun to break something made of glass. But in the end of the day, the broken glass can cut my hand. Bleeding all over the place. Bleed my soul and eventually eating me up inside. Just pray. and have faith. That God always make things happened with a reason. and maybe only God knows what is the reason is.

When the rain stops falling.

Here i am. Standing on this road. alone. wet. cold. Trying to let go of the rest. The shadow and regret lingered. But i know that i can't take back all of the mistakes. Yeah, sometimes people learned the easiest things in the hardest way. Thing's cannot be undone. the memories remain, still.

and I'm still glad that I've found YOU.

1 comment:

eiz said...

Alhamdulillah..welcome back..lama menunggu akhirnya ada jua entry baru..


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